Whatever

What is the perfect will of God? I think that we spend almost all of our time trying to find our perfect will that we don't dare to even comprehend that someone else might have a will for our lives...much less it being God. It is so hard to just set sail into the unknown with someone else holding the reigns...to just be able to completely trust the One that is in control. How is it that you can actually take your hands off of a situation and say, OK God, it's now in your hands...whatever happens, happens. I don't have a clue about what God's will is in my life, nor do I understand where He is taking me to get there, but I do know that this trip seems neverending, with lots of twists and turns. I'm still holding on even though in a few places it would have been easier to let go. As the song says: Whatever you're doing inside of me it feels like chaos, but I believe you're up to something bigger than me, larger than life something heavenly.....whatever happens, happens.